Liberosis in Redamancy

My heart of excess and hollowed bones of flight float in empty spaces, filling in meaning where there is none. … More

Siren Song

Fingers trace questions in open air and we create our own mythology. As a siren song sinks into your skin, … More

In 5 Years’ Time

60 months. 262 weeks. 1,821 days. 43,701 hours. Has it actually been five years since I last saw you, since … More

Did You Ever Plan On Telling Me?

You were sending me “I love you” as your lips were on her neck.

The Way They Leave Tells You Everything.

I shouldn’t be laying on my bedroom floor in my now dried towel at 3 A.M. after my 4th shower … More

Promises

I’ve never known a promise that wasn’t broken so don’t promise me this isn’t the end when all that’ll do … More

Flicker

Just a little flame quick to burn out just a little something to keep you warm between bodies is that … More

Scintilla

And the worst part is, it was never even fully real to begin with. Was it? It was a rendezvous … More

Before You

Others have sat in this seat before you. Some with the same name some with similar minds some with the … More

Emotional Sensations

I can feel it. I can already feel it and I’m scared. I can feel the sun from your eyes … More

The Last Six Months, Sonicallly

Someone New // Banks Hard Feelings/Loveless // Lorde Supercut // Lorde You Should Talk // Fletcher Sad Beautiful Tragic // … More

Liquid Love

I have so much love within me so much luminous love and sometimes, I find it overflowing and spilling into … More

Sweet Nothings

You call me sweet little nothings and each breath turns them into somethings. Your lips have the ability to melt … More

Maybe Meant To Be, But Not To Last.

Our lives are full of turning points, and sometimes those turning points happen have two eyes and a name. Some … More

Your Old Things, Take Them

I’ve got your stuff all pressed and boxed up, the dust collected atop and all. I don’t want this any … More

You’re Going To Live Forever In Me

1,461 nights ago, your heart stopped in your chest and starting beating alongside mine. Your soul left your body and … More

I’m Freezing Over

I don’t understand how you can claim to love someone still so deeply yet feed them icy silence, ignoring their … More

Writer’s Decongestant

Now I know that this is not a time for us. There are too many miles separating and not enough … More

Bonfire Heart

I was aimlessly flipping through my journals aged three years, only to see a letter I had begun to write … More

Desiderium

I believe a person has multiple soulmates; one for each part of who they are. I wholeheartedly believe you were … More

I Wrote This For You

I am writing this for you. The you who knows me through and through, despite what you may believe, anymore. … More

Conversations

“Your hair is a bit shorter now.” You tell me this while your hand begins to reach towards the ends … More

Everything I’ve Loved Became Everything I’ve Lost

I have a bad habit of not realizing what I have until I let it go and this time that … More

Nepenthe

Sitting in the passenger seat as you leaned over the middle console, serenading me between kisses, promising to share our … More

Do You?

I want to ask what you think of me. I want to know your candid thoughts when you hear my … More

I Used To Hold Those Eyes In Mine

I am terrified I will see you look at her the way you used to look at me and I … More

Your Name Echoes In My Mind

“You can’t have something as powerful as love and then name it.” I named it after you. 

Always Beside You

You will find me swimming in your mid afternoon coffee and gently staining your upper lip. I’m the string on … More

Remember

“Remember this.” my mind muttered to me “Remember how it feels to lay next to her, to feel her beating … More

Homesick

Ever since you stepped off my doorstep and boarded the plane, I’ve found myself subconsciously wishing each one passing overhead is … More

An Eclipse

With you no longer here, no longer in my arms or even the same country, the light has dimmed. You are … More

Overpass

Headlights passing passing passing Perched on the overhang of the overpass with you beside me. Arm wrapped gently around my … More

Wildflower Words

And here my writing returns back to the oh-so-expected sense of romance the stereotypical and too often dull sense of … More

Astral

Between the gentle swinging of the hammock and the steady rhythm of your heart, that night became my favorite song. … More

I Found Someone Better

I found myself. 

188 Memories And Photographs

I deleted all of our pictures yesterday.  It was like deleting memories Smiles Laughter The times you still loved me. … More

The Difference Between The Way You Loved Me And The Way I Loved You

I think I figured it out.  From the very beginning, you had this idea of me, this fictionalized version of … More

Our Own Greek Tragedy

I thought we were the daughter of Apollo and son of Hephaestus. I now know I am the daughter of … More

I’m Still Learning

Somewhere in the fall, I lost the map to the personal universe behind my green grey eyes. My head is spinning … More

The Afterthought

It’s really interesting rather funny, actually how we found ourselves in the opposite position we imagined. In the beginning, you … More

Stained

You always told me you were poisonous that in the end, you would end up with inky blood on your hands … More

I Will Not Lie

I will not lie. I still miss him. I miss the way he’d pull me in, causing me to fall … More

It’s Never You

I never could take my eyes off you. Now, I find myself looking to every opening door and hoping it’s … More

Holding Hands With Your Skeleton

I see now that I kept holding onto a love that had died long ago.

I Am Still That Girl

When we ended, it wasn’t peaceful. Now, I am still entirely broken and you are perfectly fine. You aren’t missing … More

The Last Kiss

When you kissed me that night, when you touched my cheek and gently turned it to face you, when your … More

Conundrum

I don’t know if I’m drowning in conundrums  or I’m making a tsunami out of a drought.   https://dailypost.wordpress.com/2016/12/14/conundrum/

Sugar Coating The Bullet

When you told me you still wanted to be in my life, I couldn’t read my own thoughts. I felt … More

You Took Everything Except Me

I don’t know what to say. Not anymore. How am I supposed to write when you took my words with … More

Broken Record

“I love you.” “I love you too.” From the very beginning, there was something there. We nurtured it and watched … More